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     I don’t know what title to put up there, so…’None’! Heh. It’s also because it’s already 12.32am and I’m sleepy….

    I didn’t know my blog can do so many things, thanks Joanne for reminding me of how God can work in miraculous ways.

     Just came back from KL a week ago, now it’s down to 2 weeks before going back to UK. I actually look forward to it, I’m really bored, not of my family or the Msian food, just plain bored cause I’m not using my time better. But I can say that a lot has happened to me in every aspect, spiritually physically emotionally etc.

     Firstly, physically. I discovered God has increased my talents again. In singing especially, also in worship leading and dancing. Thing is, it’s really not as fun as it sounds. Having a history of pride issues, it is a form of temptation for me to use my voice to sound good in front of others, when I’m supposed to sing and dance for Jesus. My prayer for this ‘issue’ is that God will give me a humble heart all the days of my life. To know that I still need Him and I am nothing if not for what He has done for me. As for my physical body, I actually lost weight in Msia. BUT, it’s time to start growing fat again in UK! Yeah! For those who know me well enough, I was an aneroxic-looking girl before I left for UK. That explains the excitement to grow fat. Hehe.    

     Being in KL, which means being surrounded by people of faith, really encouraged me. After a long 9 months of hard times standing alone, I’m finally in a company of people that believes in the same things I believe in. In revival, in changed lives, in living for Him. I had an amazing time of fellowship with them. Just a time of sharing our dreams and vision, of what we want to see God do through our lives. It’s just amazing. God has shown me so much this time. But I’m also reminded that it’s not going to be me working hard to make it happen, but to wait for God to go before me. I am supposed to see it happen. I think this is a pretty amazing thing. God puts a dream in you, then He asks you to stand and see it happen. But of course He’s going to be using you in a certain way. But imagine the rest in Him! We don’t have to work so hard, trying and failing. But God just says, "Stand and see My glory." Wow! THis is the secret. =)

     There’s so much more that I’ve caught from my friends and leaders that I can’t put down. God is an amazing God. The only God. I worship and adore You Jesus.