The summer break
Gosh, time flies. I can’t believe I haven’t updated my blog for ages.
So here I am, back in Malaysia after 9 months in Nottingham. Malaysia’s good, Malaysia’s nice haha. I lurve Malaysia… Food is good! Something that I miss most. My queen sized bed is good too.=) My family and friends– very very good. I have so much here. All blessings from above.
God has opened so many doors for me here to serve. It has been amazing. I was praying to God before heading home from UK,that He will allow me to do smth in Malaysia. So that I won’t backslide. Now now, don’t be shocked. If you’re not attached to a church for 3 months, not doing anything in church, you’re BOUND to be backslidden. Hehheh. I’m sure I’ve raised a sensitive issue. But this is what I believe in.
About what I have been doing since I got back on 19th June, I’ve been serving, serving, and serving (apart from all the eating,Astro-watching and sleeping). I visited AIMST Christian Fellowship in my hometown. To those who don’t know what AIMST is, it’s a College/University in my hometown. Somehow I believe God is gonna use them to unite the churches in SP (Sungai Petani,Kedah) They are a Christian body without division or denomination. And interestingly its members attend all different churches. Hence any event organised will be supported by a variety of churches. Who knows, God has a greater role for them to play in my homeland.
In a different subject, I recently got myself tangled in a sticky situation. To start with,my weakness is that I hate to have enemies. I try my best to be at peace with everyone. And read me, it IS a weakness. It causes me to be afraid to tell what I think is right. Cos I’m afraid of offending people. People who’re not able to accept my views, I won’t express my views to them or even stand to tell them what I believe in. God, help me! I need to be bolder. To be courageous to stand up for truth. To dare to express my views! I cannot live to please others! This is so annoying. So, just to update you, I’m really working on it this holiday. Apart from that, I’m also working hard to change into a patient person. I recently exploded on my friends. It’s NOT FUN. Haih. Innocent people given cold treatment by me. NOT FUN. Thankfully I apologized to them like 30 minutes after. Still, friendship and trust is on the line. I can’t fail my friends. I HAVE TO BE PATIENT….
Yup yup, that’s all about waht’s happening to me now. All that I’m learning and trying to change. Remember, everyone has weaknesses. We need to be humble enough to admit and be willing to change. Then we’ll become more and more like Jesus. Til then, bubbye!
